" 18122007 "...tarikh yang sungguh bermakna bagi ku kerna dari situ la telah menemukan aku bersama nya..mungkin kisah kami tidak seindah kisah dongeng Cinderella namun kisah ini amat berarti buat kami..

Setelah sekian lama mengulam cinta,rasa kasih,sayang dan kini perasaan kami tidak mampu lagi untuk di nafikan. Meskipun pelbagai cabaran dalam percintaan kami,kami lalui dengan penuh ketabahan dan keredhaan.. Sayang,meskipun bertahun lamanya,namun perasaan ku terhadapmu tidak pernah berubah namun makin sayang kepadamu..mungkin kah ini jodoh ku??.pernah ku terfikir bagaimana rasanya jika aku kehilanganmu atau kau kehilangan ku??.pasti sukar bagiku untuk kehilangan mu namun jika itu lah ketentuan-Nya, bagaimana mungkin kita menolak takdir.??. cinta kita ibarat sepohon pokok,kita bajai dengan kasih, kita sirami dengan sayang,..namun tetap jua daunnya gugur di tiup bayu.. Ku himpun, ku kutip setiap leraian dedaunan yang berguguran agar tetap bersama,tidak pernah berpisah.. aku bersyukur kerana telah di kurniakan seorang sepertimu yang jujur,tulus dan ikhlas menyayangi dan mencintaiku..terima kasih sayang,aku sangat memerlukan mu di setiap hembusan nafasku..jangan kau biarkan rindu ku berlalu tanpa cinta darimu.

inilah kisah cinta abadi kami berdua.. masih terlalu banyak yang ingin ku ungkapkan di sini,kerana bagi ku,inilah caraku menyatakan bagaimana rasa hati ku kepada nya.. i love you  forever, Rubby Mikam..

huhuhuhu

opssss...final exam is just around the corner..may god bless me for my examination..i must do my best in order to get 3.5 n above..

me n mine!!!

me n "?"...!!!!

so sweet

INSPIRE

There is a feeling of crystal shining

velvet star which forest-runs lace

and sings a clear A flat major.

See how I cannot explain it.

The best I can do is lapse poet

and try that low road of imagery and soundfeel.

There's a tone that goes with the fact

that I wish to call him not by name of syllables

but by name of notes -

ay, Brighid, where is thy sting?

for HIM

the whiskey was thinking 

but it was still me feeling 

and as he held me soft and warm 

and kissed my throat 

I cried and cried and cried 

for it was you I wanted 

your touch I needed. 

waves of desire washed me 

as I read your simple words, 

as though remembering. 

to gaze in a glass 

and see oneself 

is no greater mystery, 

but to gaze on you 

and see myself 

is a greater mystery 

than I have ever known 

mirror me 

and I will reflect you.

poem for my BELOVED

cascade of green 

through the crystal wall 

I glimpse you 

can you see me? 

have you seen me? 

listen to me singing-- 

where is the star 

that joins us? 

for a dream 

a song in the forest 

a sparkle in 

a darkened room 

at last.

FORGIVE me FOR ever BEING born

Oh I'm sorry yes I'm sorry that 

you gave the world me that you even bore me an ingot face and would breaks all glass 

simultaneously even 

the ugliest of beast hides and 

the fiercest beast cringe 

' what an ugly soul' they say I'm sorry hes I'm sorry that you ever bore me its okay you can jot me mark me you cant make my face any uglier then it already is' yes I'm sorry that toy ever bore me saw my horrendous face and soul yes 

I'm sorry, 

I am so sorry forgive me for ever being born 

mother and father ..

the SWEETEST..!!

Sweet-Cotton candy? Nope!

Chocolate syrup? Nah!

Let me see.. How about sugar? Of course not!

There is nothing as sweet as you..